I am having trouble contemplating that I am already a month closer to being married. Odd thoughts cross my mind as I consider the implications of no longer being responsible to just myself. Not that I have ever drawn back from responsibility. It is a burden that I bear at all times. I think we all have different burdens put on us by society and our families. And now, I am sounding more maudlin than what I really am. Reflective would be a better word. I am reflecting on my life. How I have lived it so far, what it still holds for me. My reflections do not always happen when I am sorting through my things (though it does happen then). Sometimes it will catch me at the edge of sleep or in an unguarded moment while I read for class. I wonder sometimes of how I will move all of the rabbits. It is this thought that captures my thoughts most often. . .